Jeez the last time I wrote a journal it was b4 my 18th bday, now this time around i just turned 19 last sunday. Its true im older and wiser now, but honestly it sucks when you realize that this is your last year to be a teenager, its a mind blowing concept because around this time next year i will actually have to mature. Im hoping that i will be able to prolong becoming an adult because once that happens all the fun goes away.